I’m not sure how to feel about this year. I have fucked up on numerous occasions this year but I’ve also had some of the greatest moments of my life this year too. I had over 20,000 blog reads this year on my “blogger” and I just can’t keep calm. This was before I started soul-searching and looking for new hobbies. That’s when I tried podcast which well, did good too for a start if it were not for my shaky consistency. I had great times with buddies and also I had that special one that I thought we would go places but it was shortlivedand I take the blame fam. It’s all on me. But she wanted passion I needed compassion. And well, this two are very different needs and it would be good clinging to something not helping you grow
Tried working on different projects through out the year. Pumped cash into some but, sadly they never worked out. But we don’t loose hope nor give up. We keep pushing. I tried getting my lost cash through other illegal channels. Gambling. Bana, y’all, you can’t earn from gambling. Rent. My semester rent. I’m still recovering cause gambling fucked my plans up big time. Can’t recommend. And never try that shit. Take it from me.
I also met a whole lot of new people this year bana. Damn, I don’t usually do that. This is the year I also learnt that this school thing do that. This is the year I also learnt that this school thing is a whole sacrifice made by our parents for us but we really take this fact lightly. I interacted with a lot of great minds this year. Learnt a lot of new stuff too and this really made me happy bout myself.
I learnt that I fucking loooveeeee partying in 2021. Parties with lottsa ladies and booze. My kinda parties. Don’t reach out if it’s “keg” fam.
This is the same year we attended that Naivasha Safari Rally impromptu .Let me tell you guys something. Money is not everything but when people are looking for it, don’t be left behind it always comes in handy. Ask me how. In conclusion, secure the bags.
I also wrote something for this girl and also had a flimsy moment with someone, got her something for her birthday but we fell out before it even started and before I handed her the gift. It’s always weird when I look at that stuff and wonder how I haven’t gotten rid of them maybe one time I’ll just give them to her cause even we don’t fucking communicate I don’t think we’re enemies. The only thing that changed was the affiliation(that’s what I tell myself)
I also realised my Instagram followers think of me as someone very confident and shit. God, how do I tell these guys about my self worth issues?
I also read a lot, I like that part of my life. It’s fun to imagine people from your life as characters in a book.
I think I became like 10× more ambitious with my life plans. Especially in the last 2 months of the year.
I spent way too much time daydreaming as well. Dreaming that maybe at the end I’ll be with someone but with time, the more time goes on, the more I see the possibilities of us being like all that getting slimmer and slimmer and as much as it feels trashy, it’s inevitable and it’s something great I’ve experienced in my life.
I also picked up some skills that I hope will translate to money in 2022.
I didn’t become woke, so that’s good. (I got conned again. Deep down, I think I want to help people though, but first I need to accumulate power and money.)
I like Olivia Rodrigo’s album a lot. But I don’t get why I discovered NSG only a month to their concert
I also want to learn a new language but I’m too lazy to do it.
I also bought a lot of courses that I really never needed.
I should delete my Instagram sometime next year. I mean all I get there is unnecessary pressures in life but I don’t want my kid to be in the position I’m at in my 20s in her/his 20s.
I also helped a relative with money which I feel very proud of because if it wasn’t for him, I would have been doing very shitty stuff in my life in relative terms. Disappointed my dad this year which makes me feel bad but I will make him proud in this coming year.
AFC Leopards were trash this year but I’ll buy stakes in that club one dayalongside Kabras RFC.
Also, I eliminated a lot of “Peer-Pressure-Pumping” friends who never taught me much except how to just have fun and accumulate loans. I like people who take responsibility for themselves and their families. They are fun to talk to and extremely relatable.
I should get a piercing soon. I promised I’ll do that the day I shave my dreads.
Got an internship(non paid tho) at Switch TV Kenya’s no. 1 youth channel and guys, the experience? Another blog post of it’s own.
I also want to grow older. I’m looking forward to how I will be when I’m 25,30,35 or 40.
I feel very conflicted about sharing this on my socials but anyway that’s what’s on my mind as I’m writing this. I said what I said.
I love my photography skills as of now too. I’ve improved at least but I’ve really suffered in the process. That’s all for now.
